Day 16 – someone that’s not in your state/country

R,

We haven't talked in 18 years almost.  I have no idea what you're doing.  I wrote you the other day on 'the face'.  I hope you write back.  I hope you are well, and happy.  It sounds like you are somewhere nice at least. 

I feel like I am maybe settling into who I am supposed to be, which is a strange thing to be accomplishing at 38, but I'm glad to be here, and I'm happy.

I missed such a lot of your life.  So much seemed unreal to me, and because of the relatedness to D, I let my anger at him get in the way of getting to know you. I'm sorry for that.  I could have been someone useful to you, and I wasn't.

All the best,

me